Thursday, June 24, 2010
BETWEEN HAPPY AND SAD
Me turning in motion (: Ballet Concert Rehersal.
Ballet, my life (:
Happy bcos I finally know my Grade 7 ballet results; 90 marks! Better than I expected, althought I did better in Grade 6. I was rather sad when I learn that I did not score as well in Grade 6, but luckily, my teacher told me that I was the highest in the whole school, so I was rather satisfied (: The grades is very important to me as I might be using them for DSA.
Was moody too. I can't decide on my path; jc or poly, which jc, or which poly course. I can't even decide whether I should go for DSA. To be honest, I'm scared, as I've nvr gone for such major auditions. And no one is going for audition with me! Furthermore, as much as I want to be in a jc, I'm afraid that I might not be able to cope with the stress. But poly life is too wild for me. When I go for the open house, I don't feel the sense of belonging, or want to be part of it. Argh! I'm stuck! Ahhhhhhh :o
Oh, and I want to have a dance studio in my hse! Went to my dance mate's hse on tues and guess what? She have a dance studio despite living in a HDB flat! So... I wanna live in a HDB flat with dance studio cos mummy say condo cannot have; the design is just not suitable to have one cos of the permanent cabinet. No space :(
So, JC or Poly? Which JC then? Should I go for DSA?
Hate this feeling between happy and sad...
2:14 PM
danced' vibrant
Friday, June 18, 2010
JUNE HOLS?
Don't think so. The sec4s don't get to enjoy the hols like we use to in sec 1-3. Sometimes, I pause to ponder, all of us study so hard for the os, just to get gd grades, get into a jc/poly that we want, take a course, graduate with a degree, work, some will have family, retire, end. So what's the purpose behind it? I wonder...
Anyway, I'm feeling extremely stressed out nw. Yes, its bcos of studies, but on the other hand, its my ballet results that will be known soon, perhaps tmr. Don't I want to know my results? Yes of course, but I'm afraid I won't do well. Gosh. I hope I can maintain my ballet results at 95 marks, just like in Grade 6. I can still vividly remembered how happy I was upon knowing that I was top in Grade 6. I can't believe it, too. Now Grade 7 is so difficult, doubt I can do as well. Argh!
Wish me luck for the ballet results that will be release perhaps tmr!! I need some luck!! :P
Wed: Went JB with parents. Its so much fun! I mean, I bought many many stuff :P Dresses, Shoes, and lots of other things. I have not bought so many things for a while already!
This explain why everytime when I heard of "let's shop in S'pore" or "Shops in S'pore", I would shun from it. Its SUPER BORING, and I'm bored to death. You can question me how many times I've been to (you named it) shopping centre, and I assure you my answer wld be "uncountable times". Perhaps its because I've shop too much in the past (and bought nothing home) or I'm kinda morbid. :P Others get bored of staying at home, get excited when they get to go out, but for me, in S"PORE, I had rather stay at home and sleep. (: BUT, if its like in Malaysia or other country, I won't mind shopping everyday :D But in S'pore, no way!!
Thurs: Went to the dentist. Yeah, I hate it. I got gum problems AGAIN. It cost mummy 50 bucks, for just 15 min of treatment. Tink I shld consider being a dentist next time. 50 bucks in 15 min? Lols.
Mummy walked me to the dental. I wanted to take bus as its about 3-4 bus stop away frm my hse, but she claimed that its time to have some exercise. Imao. Anyway, lots of thanks to her for accompanying me too, as she had to worked after bringing me there. Yay, my gum is settled for nw.
And, PLS BRUSH UR GUM AS YOU BRUSH UR TEETH! This is what the dentist told me :D If nt, you might be like me, LOTS of gum problems! uhoh.
Bye.
It hurts when I found myself nt going to sch to rehearse like everyone else... but I don't know why...
Shld I perform for LTC, or nt then?
6:11 PM
danced' vibrant
Saturday, April 17, 2010
TERRIBLE WEEK
My gosh! Im dying for these bottles! If anyone ever spot this in any shopping centre, pls let this ballet freak noe :DD Thanks for your coorperation !! Btw, its by BROS..
Mon: Had ballet exam! It was fine, but I feel that I did not give my best shot. It was rather uncomfortable for the examiner to stare at you when you dance. I did not know whether I should look into her eyes or look straight ahead. Better rehearse this before my grade 8 exam cos its kinda distracting when you dunno where to look. Lols.
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Oh, and my partner's shoe came off as she was dancing with me! Hahas. The shoe was like there on the floor right infront of me. We couldn't stop the giggle. My partner did continue dancing with me despite of her shoe which I felt was gd that she did nt stop halfway thru.
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The examiner was nice, althoughy she din't like to smile. She likes to maintain her stern and serious look. Her blond hair and glasses proves my point. :D She asked my partner if she did hurt ankle when the shoe came off, and started laughing away. Think I'm nt going to get the marks I get for Grade 6 exam as the syllabus was really hard :(
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Tues: What? I cried? I can't believe that I did that in sch. All thanks to Mr. and Mrs. Thanks to Tze Rae and Wen Hsuen for comforting me too (:
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Wed: Pace Yi Lin for 2.4km run today. She passed! Felt extremely happy for her! Gosh, this reminds me of next wed's NAFA tests. I haven't even recovered frm muscle cramps in the abdominal area! And its like 2 wks already... I getting worried. Wen Hsuen said that it might be bcos of dance prac and 2.4 run. I hoped so... :(
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And I was really disappointed with someone... However, I shouldn't take it to heart, as it doesn't really affects me and its her business. In fact, the teacher was the one that makes the mistake, so nt totally her fault. If this was a competition btwn us, I than have the reasons to be angry with her...
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Thurs: Had bio spa. If this was an exam, I had failed miserably. I didn't even know how to start the experiment and I was stoning there, until Yi Lin came to the rescue to start me off. We didn't know hw to do the food test either. We had to flip the textbk to follow the steps since procedure was nt given for food test. Dead. Spa exam is coming real soon.
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Fri: Wow, was amazed with Mdm Loh. She spent 1 whole period instilling values in us. I thought this is something that only Miss Tang wld do. Guess she's kinda guilty for scolding us ytd. Her eyes were red with tears when she spoke to us. I can see that as I was just sitting right infront of her. Maybe, like what she said, I must believe that I can do it and start aiming to get into JC. I don't wanna get into Poly and than after that feels that its nt enough and had to work and study in a private uni. This wld be a nightmare, worst than mugging ur heads off in JC.
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A long post indeed. Many things happened this wk. Guess it was all bcos of the pressure of o lvls. Hope next wk wld be better ((:
12:00 PM
danced' vibrant
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
8am - 6pm
A cartoon to loosen us abit. So funny (: Had some motivation modules today. Think the whole level of sec 4s and 5s deserved a pat on the back for surviving thru the 10 hrs, frm 8am to 6pm. We must also thank our couches for being with us.
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It wasn't as bad as I had expected(But then again, we paid $90 for it!). Had several activities which was really fun and meaningful. I was surprised that all the activities planned has a significant aim behind it. I am also pleased with the fact that Coach Ernest is our Coach (: Without him, sharing all his experiences, both ups and downs, and all the talkings, the module won't be as meaningful and engaging as it is now.
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What I like about this module is that its something that is close to our heart; difficulties, stress, fear that we faced as a teenager/student. It aims at comforting us, helping us to see the possibilities that lies behind every mission impossible.
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As much as many will disagree with me, I personally emphathize with Gary. I finally understood the conditions that he have that prevented him from socialising with us. As much as his actions annoys us, he do have a feeling too. He knows his condition; this explains all. He just could not refrain from doing those acts that will annoy us, although he knows we don't like it. Shouldn't we try to be in his shoes? Would we want to be treated like how he is treated nw? I guess the worst feeling for him is knowing that we are shunning from him... He must be really hurt by our cruel acts of evil... :(
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This module has in fact change my attitude towards studies and will hopefully make me into a better person. I'm looking forward to tmr's module!!
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P.s: Oh, and thanks Ethel for your 4 pages of BALLET magazine!! I love it!! Ballet freak here! :DDD
9:11 PM
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Tuesday, March 23, 2010
DEAD BLOG !!
I shall make this blog as alive as this dancer :D
Wow. This blog is dead and it belongs to TAN ANNIE. Oh well, I should post something after 1 term of not blogging...
And my ballet exam is coming! Getting more and more nervous... 12 April is the day!
Many BIG things happen in Jan, Feb, March, but I can't recall already. Hahas.
Anyway(:
22/03/10: Had differentiation test. Got scared by it cos I can't seems to do the question. Ended up revising differentiation and bio nervous system. The most hardworking day for 2010. Hope I can have such numerous hardworking day.
23/03/10: Eugene really makes me laugh today. Saw him at the foyer while I was walking down the staircase. Said "hi" to him and he started staring at me. Moments later, a grp of abt 20 NCC members greeted me with "hi annie" and I got a shock. Eugene the clown asked them to greet me and I can't believe they coorperate with him!
After putting my attendance file in the office, i heard eugene instructing his NCC members to go to the pond to greet the fishes by saying "fish fish fish" for 3 times! Can you believe that eugene want his members to look like morons before dismissing them? So funny!
I must really start working hard nw. Not much time left, really. But there are so many distractions!
7:22 PM
danced' vibrant
Sunday, January 3, 2010
LAST DAY OF HOLS, HW ARE YOU GUYS FEELING?
Me with my old dance partner(: We went to bugis on 30/12/09.
My partner was there watching the concert too (:
Taken by my ballet junior(: Posing for who knows what's her name? XD
The Grade 7 gang XD
And again XD
With the garland dancers(: I was like them 4 yrs back...
Me with my best pal in Grade 7(: Don't we look royal? And old at the same time? XD
Sch is finally starting after a long vacation. Time flies. Sec 3 is over, and Sec 4 is here, with O lvls waiting for me at the end of another journey, waiting for me to conquer it.
I spent lots of time during the hols going for ballet rehersals, and nw its all over. Sad.
Anyway, I think I must really tell myself to work hard work hard work hard and to be undaunted by all challenges waiting for me in this new journey. Jiayous everyone!!
3:20 PM
danced' vibrant
Friday, November 20, 2009
I'M SICK
This is the first week of hols for all sec 3s. Wanted to enjoy this first week and yet!! I'm sick. Hmm, this is the first time this year I'm sick though. Luckily its the hols nw or I'll miss lessons.
Have been playing computer, ballet, and doing hmwk. Thanks to Tze Rae and Yee Oon, I managed to complete the Chinese bk review. Yay!
Ophelia and mummy wld be watching me perform in dec(: Really appreciates their support(: Couldn't believe that Miss Tang is keen to watch me dance. She's still finding ppl to accompany her though.
I'm gonna sms ms mok soon regarding the musical ticks. I can't find any info on lms! This is getting me crazy.
Byees.
Mon- Comp, amaths ws 1&2.
Tues- Comp, amaths ws 3, emaths notes, mt storybk reading.
Wed- Comp, dance, amaths ws 3, mt notes, mt bk review.
Thurs- Comp, dance, mt bk review.
Fri- Comp, mt notes, ss essay, emaths notes.
3:32 PM
danced' vibrant
A cartoon to loosen us abit. So funny (:
Me with my old dance partner(: We went to bugis on 30/12/09. 
With the garland dancers(: I was like them 4 yrs back...